s! the outlaw torn

I’m not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don’t know where I am
I wish that I could move but I’m exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel)
I’m trying hard to breathe now but there’s no air in my lungs
There’s no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb

Now I’m going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I’m going through changes, changes

After awakening, The silence grows
The screams subside, Distortion shows

a sudden realisation, an afterthought almost, sends me reeling

Mutant thoughts, Of bad mouthed news
Just another birth, Of distorted views

worst-case scenarios can’t help but manifest in my head

The wait, The wait
The wait, The wait

time stands still, the night doesn’t pass and the day doesn’t dawn

hey there folks! just got back from the Thanksgiving break.. good to see y’all again! the holiday with the gf was absolutely awesome, with Thanksgiving dinner at my aunt’s place, and roaming the streets of New York City. the weather helped a lot too, keeping mild and warm. i’ll be showing more pics from the big city over the next few days, but for now, here’s the inimitable Times Square on a busy holiday weekend..

this blog has now moved to a different site.. please update your bookmarks to:

http://www.stheoutlawtorn.com

thanks folks, see you there!

time for another clichéd speech, about how everything has a lifespan.. more run-of-the-mill statements about how all good things come to an end.. hehe! this blog has definitely seen a fair share of fun times, chronicling the wild parties and dreary workdays, the exhilarating trips and the awful mondays.. these will always be good times to look back upon and smile

i bet you think that this is it for this blog, and yet another one bites the dust eh?! seems to be quite the fashionable thing to do, right?! if that is what you are thinking, then i will be forced to correct you, for you shall be wrong! we’re only gonna get bigger and better!

The Outlaw Torn has outgrown Blogger, and will be moving to an independent website.. i hope to see you all there with the same regularity that you all showed up here! it is still under construction, in the more-than-capable hands of Kavi (@ GirlUnfettered.com), and shall be up very soon.

the gf and i will be going away for a week for the Thanksgiving holiday, see you all at the new blog on monday the 28th.. a very happy Thanksgiving to all, and take care of yourselves!

yes you read right.. this is post no. 500!! so here is the same old hackneyed speech:

wait a sec! wrong speech! so here’s the real deal:

stay tuned for Big News, Part Two tomorrow!

some things can always make me smile.. girls being one of the main ones! hehe! here are some of my personal favorites.. (clockwise from top left)

- a girl sleeping peacefully.. nothing can be more romantic, and more calming than that sight.
- a girl eating.. and actually enjoying her food! preferably eating ice cream (but of course!!)
- a girl in a little black number.. black is always elegant, & smart, & classy.. basically hot!
- a girl running.. there’s poetry in the motion, and such grace in the fluidity of her limbs.
- a girl cheerleading.. pretty girl = good; little outfit = good; football = good.. just perfect!
- a girl smiling.. last, and most important, a great sense of humor, and an honest smile

looked out the window yesterday evening, and all i could say was “damn, the white stuff is here..”

** EDIT ** 8.30 a.m.**
it’s not snowing any more, but the temperature is still falling.. it’s -8°C (18°F), and i’m headed back to bed!

“Oh the weather outside is frightful
But the fire is so delightful
And since we’ve no place to go
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!”

we start off knowing a little about lots of things,
then we know more and more about less and less,
and finally we know everything about nothing.